This is not my final curtain call
My swan song
My journey to the infinite sea
This is not my last goodbye to you
It is still now
The clock strikes zero in a silent chime
Clouds break, exposing a sky filled with millions of candles unlit
I hear you all clapping from your seats, but the sound does not reach me
Deep in the aisles and balconies as far as the eye can see
We are not on the same plane
Parallels collide from every direction
I take my bow
Look to my left, I see a dusting of yesterday
To my right, black shadows
In front, a lifetime of appreciation
In the dark corners, cemented in guilt and regret, statues holding the checklist of my journey
Each day recorded, observed, categorized and examined
The silence now haunting
This is not my final curtain call
I will not let that heavy fabric fall from the gallows and blind me from you
The script has no more words
I demand a rewrite
On the ground, the pen waddles
Ink still dripping from its desperate tip
So much pressure
No direction
No guidance
This is not my final curtain call
It is a call
An awakening
A new hope