By Mark A. Leon
In a world wired for two, I hear your heartbeat above all the noise
In a world void of answers, filled with empty dreams and doubts amidst, I forgot you
Hypnotized by instantaneous emotion, swept away like a cloud caught in the wind, I was lost
Driven by the need for acceptance by the drones of an uncivilized land, I fought an invisible enemy
I was too young
Too restless
I thought I wanted more
To see the road and live by its words
I was led by the constant pressure for more
The depths of my soul
Passionate for meaning
I run away from my inspiration
Your voice has remained
My direction home
No excuse
No looking back
Life is a torturous journey to a conflict of light and fear
Your kindness hangs on my mind
So much time lost
So much I want back
To remember the days we never experienced together
My greatest treasure was your kindness
I squandered it in the depths of the mud as I dredged on
I needed room
I was suffocating in this closet
Closing in
Inch by inch
I had to break the chain to find what I had all along
I was too young
A hazard
Reckless abandon
Now youth reborn
Be mine
Be mine intense